Need money

I am writing this letter in a state of emotional distress and financial hardship.
For the past several months, I have been under severe mental pressure, shame, and hopelessness.
There are times when I feel there is no purpose left in life — but by the mercy of Allah, I still believe that a generous-hearted person may give me one more chance to rebuild.

Some time ago, I attempted to earn through an online source, which unfortunately turned out to be religiously questionable.
Due to lack of knowledge and the influence of wrong friends, I unknowingly got involved in something that likely did not comply with Islamic principles.
As a result, I suffered a personal loss of approximately PKR 1.5 million which affected both my mental health and financial stability.

Alhamdulillah, I have sincerely repented to Allah and now wish to earn through pure and halal means only.

I still have a mobile phone shop, but it is almost non-functional due to lack of capital, stock, and tools.
My honest desire is to restore my business, regain financial stability, and move forward with hard work and integrity.

Therefore, I humbly request your kind consideration for an interest-free loan (Qarz-e-Hasanah) — up to PKR 1.5 million, or whatever amount you are able to assist with.
I make a solemn promise to repay the amount in reasonable monthly installments, as agreed upon.

This is not a request for charity, but a heartfelt plea for an opportunity to correct my mistake and reestablish a dignified life.

My biggest concern is that my parents are not aware of this loss, as they are patients of high blood pressure, and I do not wish to burden them further.
For this reason, I request that this matter be handled confidentially.

➡️ I am also willing to provide any documents, proof, or verification you may require to evaluate my request.

May Allah reward you for any support you offer, bless your wealth and intentions, and count you among His beloved servants. Ameen.